the other day, i paid attention to my rash, dan lama2 kok lebih mirip kayak ubi2 gitu ya. it's red, cracking, and well, ugly. blm lagi gatel2 menggila yg menyerang klo lagi panas, kena keringet, dan bersentuhan ama baju. so i'll start throwing out images of having it kissed by some guy! wahahaha. anyhoo, i'm running out of ideas to hide it. not because i feel ashamed of it, but merely so people will stop asking questiongs about it. i mean, it's a skin for heaven's sake. it's mortal organs, so get over it. it cant be perfect all the time! pffftttt... fufufufufufu

talking 'bout human body, i got cramps again today. in the end tadi pulang kampus harus dijemput nyokap dan mampir kantor just to took my laptop, then went straight home. before that, fist thing in the morning, i met marko and talked 'bout me outsourcing for him. then, karna tau mo krmh ardi ngedrop kebaya, i bought myself credit at xl shop. somehow, i know something will happen, and i need distraction. so there i was, ngetok2 masuk rumahnya. the plan was give the kebaya to him, and went out of that house as fast as i can, without looking like i'm avoiding anything.

but what happened there was weird.

humans.. they make the most of almost anything. they solemnly put efforts on things that shouldn't and remain unmoved at the times they shouldn't. it's the worst philosophy i've had on my mind. tapi kok seringkali bener kejadian kayak gitu ya. but thankfully, today i succeed in controling situations. phew. Thank God!! but by the end of the day, agak gagal sedikit. gara2 having this period, bawaannya bt terus (as most women do!). i think of negative things, preparing myself to confront bad things, and omit smiles from every silly things that crossed path with me. this is torture!